Chinese Democracy

[This post has nothing to do with Guns n Roses OR China being a democratic country OR a rattan basket on an old bicycle. I just find it cool as the title.]


Sometimes i really wish i was born somewhere else with Chinese as not one of the main languages of the country. Maybe somewhere like Spain or Italy. Then i could also pursue my DREAM of being a soccer player! :D

I think Singapore should start promoting sports as a career choice for students. Put more money into building the best sporting facilities and bring in the best coaches from around the world. Maybe if Jose Mourinho were to coach Singapore's national team, we would probably still in the World Cup Qualifiers or maybe one of the 32 countries participating in the 2010 Fifa WorldCup. I'm not saying that our current coach sucks or anything, its just that...we should aim for the best and be the best in whatever we do! Wow i actually sound patriotic! I think if national sportsmen and women were paid more, I'm sure more teenagers and wouldn't mind veering into the sporting business as it would provide a steady income, probably as high as any office job outside. Anyway, this is just what i think.


Wow. I sidetracked so far. Back to my original topic!~
Chinese is so stupid. Why am i talking about my mother tongue u may ask? I guess its because tomorrow/today will be my last paper for the Mid Year Examinations and we are supposed to end at 9am. BUT!(Purple is like the colour of evil because Barney is purple, so this is to show that something unpleasant is about to be said) My Chinese teacher wants us to stay back tomorrow after our FINAL paper, for Chinese lessons until 1pm. Why spoil our day like that!? I know this year O Levels but at least let us rest right?! Damn I'm feeling tired, angry, pissed and uh.........(did i say tired?) tired. I've been sleeping at really odd hours in the morning. No. Maybe its even hours since i usually sleep at 2am and 2 is a even number. Ah whatever, I'm not thinking right. I really wished my parents had chosen my mother tongue to be Malay in the first place. I think Malay is so much easier. Oh ya! You could also scold your Chinese friends without them even knowing. This might sound ironic but just thinking about Chinese makes me sick, considering I'm Chinese myself. I guess all that hatred for the subject is due to the fact that I have a poor understanding of it and never really grasped the basics from a young age. So now, I suck at Chinese. My grades are like shit and I'm still not doing anything about it. I really want to do something but.....I guess I'm just lazy? I really have no motivation to improve my Chinese. Someone motivate me quick! O Levels Chinese paper in June! Hm. I think I've said enough. Just writing this whole thing is such laborious (I'm exaggerating but you get the point) work. Think i should start sleeping earlier. AND its already 1am....sweet. i think im starting to like the colour yellow o.o

Think I'll end here~